"Doubt is a condition of life quaking in the bone because the bone is on fire." - Jack Kerouac, some of the dharma

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Other

Everyone OTHER than me.  That is how I feel right now.  Like everyone else is doing something I'm not, or knows some kind of secret for happiness.  I don't know. It's really a silly thought.  But that's how I feel today.
Like a step-cousin at a family reunion.  Or a clearance candy after a holiday.
I like purposefully removing myself from the dominant culture.  I don't like sitting around wondering what happens next.
I guess the appropriate step would be to make a good decision and make something happen.

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